The First Day

First day 25th july- classes were scheduled to start frm 26th july n as so we reached d campus on 25th july at about 11 am. Dis tym my mom also came along with us. She wanted 2 see my cllge once.

All frst yrs got rooms in hostel no 2. My mom helped me in arranging my room as i was going to live first tym without my parents. Den i met my room mate after about one hour. On looking on my room mate's face for the frst tym, i understood dat i m gonna share my room with a 9 pointer. He gave a polite smile when he saw me.....actually i have a vry vry innocent face n nobody cn even thnk whats goin on in my mind. Hours passed by n den at ab8 4 o clock my parents left me n went back. I felt bad for 10 seconds n then i ws feelin like a freebird under no supervision. I immediately went 2 my room n dug out a packet of goldflake kings frm my certificate files inside my bag n lit it n went 2 d bathroom 2 smoke. Few seconds passed by n then thr was a knock at my rooms door. I opened d door n my studious rmmate was standin before me with a bunch of books bt dis tym he'd another facial expression..he was shocked 2 see me smoking...he didnt expect dat frm my innocent face although 90% of my innocence expression was vanished after departure of my parents. After dat he alarmed me not to smoke in room as it can be dangerous because in first yr, rooms get checked vry frequently. He got all these informations frm his seniors. At about 7.45 pm, along with my childhood frnd went for dinner n came back to our respective rooms. I was all alone in my room n then thoughts started flowing into my mind. I thought dat i used 2 live a luxurious life at home previously n now i m struck here between these mountains. I didnot lit any cigrette later dat nite due to fear of room checking n attendance. Dat nite 1 slept at 9.30 pm like my roommate.

26th july (THE DAY)- I wokeup at 7.15 n went for breakfast at around 7.45 am. I had my breakfast n den got ready for cllge. I wore a formal shirt, formal pant, black shoes n black belt. I saw myslf in mirror n felt like an unkle. At that time i weighed around 88 kgs. I went 2 d classroom n silently sat on d last bench. I did all classes with sincerity n came back 2 my room. I entered my room n d frst thing i saw ws my rmmate with his eme copy on his bed. Dis made me feel depressed as i didnt made any frnds dat day n nw i had no wrk for my whole evening. I took my packet of cigrette n went 2 my hostel's roof. Later den i had my dinner n went asleep.

Next day i woke up at 7 am n went for brkfast at 7.30 am. I ate my food n den thought of makin frns on dat day in class. Again i entered d class n sat on d last bench searching for smone intresting 2 talk with. As i started observing, i saw dat there were student groups already in d class. Different state students were not at all intrested to talk 2 each other. I found some guys of my state but denied frndshp becoz i didnt found dem intresting. They were busy bullying others n commenting on each single person dey see. That day also i didnot made any frnd n returned 2 my hostel, had my dinner n slept.

The Counselling

I ws never a good student frm my childhood. I never took my life seriously. I was a funloving guy n made ppl laugh at any instant....as a result my class12 pcm percentage was 65 n to be frank my aieee rank was above 4 lakh n i didnt perform well in any of d competitive exams as well...even in smit enat exam i scored rank above 500..

I was called on d second day of my enat counselling dat was 3rd july 2009. Six of my frns came along wid me who scored better den me in the exam. All of us were from the same residential colony and as so our parents knew each other very well..4 of dem had counselling on d first day itself nd me n my one frnd had counselling on d other day. My dad didnt hope dat i'll get admission in dis cllge.

2nd july 2009- our train stopped at platform no. 3 in njp(new jalpaiguri) station n i stepped out of coach S7 with a bright hope in my eyes. The brighteness in my eyes were nt for admission..,it ws for d grls at the platform...soon we reached outside of the station n hired a taxi for smit.

The taxi crossed sevoke(an army area between siliguri plains n mountains) nd we holded our breaths on seeing the scenery nd all this beauty seemed untolerable when we proceeded further on the mountains....my head ws goin round n round n d whole journey i felt like vommiting.

Finally d cab crossed rangpo d so called sikkim border n we got to dhokha point. About dhokha point., it is d frst point frm d mountains frm where we get a full view of smit. It is so called becoz frm dis point smit seems 2 be very big in area as well as size..me n my frnd tool some photographs frm d cab n soon we reached smit gate. At d gate there were few formalities for gate pass n then we started entering d campus in our cab.

Hell starts in here.....on entering d gate d frst thng i noticed were d uncleaned dirty bushes on both sides of d road...this ws d cllge authority's sincerity for d frst impression of parents towards d collge. Anyway as further we proceeded we crossed the basic wrkshop n i mistook it as security guards room later in frst yr i came 2 know ab8 it.

We did counselling n luckily i got a good branch n returned home with joy.

Introduction

Hie frns,...i created dis blog on 6th july 2010 at 3.31 p.m...the idea came frm a frnd of mine who suggested dat dis would me a nice tympass in smit(sikkim manipal institute of technology)...lets see how long i blog... I m going 2 tell my whole lyf tym frm 1st yr onwards till i blog...so plz enjoy it.